um so i've decided to list current events every other week instead of actually blogging... it takes less thinking haha.

- im currently [trying to] saving up $1000 to go to Florida with Jeannie & Jordan after graduation, so i've been working like everyday.
- i have a laptop =]... like 2 months ago, but yeah, it's new
- international night is over, therefore international club is over =]
- the yearbook is over =]
- i basically don't have a real schedule so im free and do nothing in the middle of the day
- im trying to sign up for a dance class
- im mean...er? haha
- i love my new job

i hate money. i hate how its such a defining factor in life. if you dont have it, you can be deprived of something important to life like... food.

i love mason. going to umbc will just make me bitter. but OH WELL, i have to deal with it?

i seem to always run to xanga at the end of the year and rant about my life.
i didnt do that this year. weird...
i didnt feel the need to or want to.
maybe its because i had a wonderful year or im just tired of making the yearly rant.
haha... me tired of ranting? highly unlikely...
and wonderful? that wouldn't be the word i'd describe the year.

its hard to grasp that im a second semester high school senior right now.
sometimes i have these random moments when i just stop whatever im doing
and just think to myself  "wow... this is almost over."
walking through the walls of paint branch really gets me sometimes...
like how i've just had my last first day of the third quarter.
freaky.
i've finally got into college recently.
my first choice and back up, george mason and umbc..
i'd do anything to go to george mason but realistically speaking, paying for it is going to suck.
or impossible. more impossible than anything.
hello umbc... sigh.
i don't want to go somewhere where i already know people and people know about me.
i want to make my own friends and experience life away from home.
baltimore county is too close to home.
mason isn't that far but far enough.
i yearn for independence, new friends, a new enviorment...
but of course not a completely new life.
i want to come home to burtonsville and feel like i've missed it.
i can't miss it if i stay here. 

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